G5n - End of Me Lyrics

I don't feel good in the slightest
I don't feel good as I write this
I only feel good living nightless
I only feel good when I'm high as
Person with the touch of Midas
Don't really like what I see with my iris
So imma close my eyelids
That don't stop my crying
But it makes me silent
Seeing the same as Byron
Imagine a man who needs understanding
But you just admire him
Wasn't in my plan to be here
When I say plan let me be clear
I planned out my whole future
It's f*cked I wanted to do her
I'm f*cked my friend knew her
She's f*cked my friend screwed her
Don't she know he's a loser
That's what my friends say about us
That's why my inbox crowded
Out of all my friends I'm the loudest
That's why I'll smoke on the loudest
I don't like to hear people shouting
I don't like to see people frowning
I just wanna make them smile
Been my burden
Since I was a child
I been hurting
Like this for a while
I been searching
Trynna calm down
I need assurance
Or imma go wild
Issa resurgence
Of me feeling down
Look behind the curtain
Driven by a clown
I am not certain
How to function now
But I'd feel sure if
If I had a gun blaow
I am not certain
How to function now
But I'd feel sure if
If I had a gun blaow
Suicidal thoughts lead to suicidal tendencies
Who would've thought that I would be the end of me