It started off first day it was so lovely (so crazy)
3 days later she said she actually f*cking loved me
A week later I can tell she did'int love me
Went out cheated twice came back and said f*ck me
I was like wow how could you do this
I realized I was so stupid and just clueless
I did'int think this girl would tear me up and make me ruthless
My mind was so stuffed up brought me back so much confusion
I know me being me I thought you would int mind it
Would thought you was upfront and never would hide it
The pain that I suffered I really had to fight it
Never thought about picking up a cigar and just light it
I knew drugs would'int make me even a better person
So I fought through the pain and it made me a better version
I was certain I was acting like it was good when it was hurting
Asking god if I even have a f*cking purpose (do I)
I just wanna say your a bitch for what you did
When I said I cared for you I actually mean it
When you said you cared for me you did'int even mean it
After you cheated all the thoughts about me and you I could'int see it
Now you wanna come back say sorry I can't believe it
When you told me we were done it was hurting my head
That night I barely could'int even go to sleep in my bed
My heart stop man I knew I was literally dead
We should have broke up but you decide to go cheat on me instead
And it started off first day it was so lovely
3 days later she said that she actually f*cking loved me
A week later I can tell she did'int even love me
Went out cheated twice came back and said f*ck me
I was like wow how could you do this
I realized I was so stupid and just clueless
I did'int think this girl would tear me up and make me ruthless
My mind was so stuffed up man it brought me confusion