I know
What I need to be
And I know
What I need to see
And what I need to keep
Yeah
I gotta reach
Because
If they looked into my heart
They'd be as scared as me
Sickening
Yeah the dark clouds
I gotta get em off of me
Violence striking once or twice
Piercing through my thoughts
And mind
Should be held accountable
Sometime
But I feel as if I've done no wrong
It can't be good for my soul
Cause I'll never
Know
How to control
And put my emotions on hold
Affected friends
Affected family
My own selfishness
Has caught ahold of me
Gripping tightly
Pulling me beneath
I'm too caught up in myself
It's like I'm pulling teeth
But I'm scared of the future
I feel like
History repeats
But if it comes back to greet
I feel that's how it's gotta be
Cause the past can grip you
The past can rip you
Sometimes
Too hard
To slip through
But you gotta
Change the play too
And run it up another way
Chip at your life day to day
Trust me it's experience
That everybody
Feels the same
But they are too afraid
Too scared of say
What they need to say
What's on their mind
They think we can't relate
But one time to do right
Is all it takes
Get your muthaf*ckin
Mind out the mud
And be someone
That can have a purpose
To keep pressin on!
Don't let nobody say you're wrong
The critics
Don't even know their
Place in this
So where to they belong?