Gabby Case - Tides Lyrics

I have a bit of a problem with finding my words
With finding my thoughts, finding my hurts, finding my wants
One day I'll walk like a soldier, another day a lamb
One day stomping on boulders, 'nother day fallin' through sand

I want nothing more than to pick a side instead of bouncing against walls
I want nothing more than to pick a side instead of being stuck in the middle
Don't want to be like the tides
One moment in, next moment out
Don't want to be like the tides
One moment sure, next moment in doubt

I have a bit of a problem with keeping out fog
With keeping out noise, with keeping prolonged, with keeping my poise
One day I'll walk as sure as the wind blows
And everyday steady as a drum, lighting up the shadows, living overcome

I want nothing more than to pick a side instead of bouncing against walls
I want nothing more than to pick a side instead of being stuck in the middle
Don't want to be like the tides
One moment in, next moment out
Don't want to be like the tides
One moment sure, next moment in doubt

So Lord, be amid the push and pulls of my mind
Still every waver, make it sure
Allow me to know your will and be aligned
Because when I'm overwhelmed you're the only cure

I want nothing more than to pick a side instead of bouncing against walls
I want nothing more than to pick a side instead of being stuck in the middle
Don't want to be like the tides
One moment in, next moment out
Don't want to be like the tides
One moment sure, next moment in doubt