Gabii Ella - breaking Lyrics

Anything
That I do
Pisses me off greatly
Yeah, even when I'm breathing
Talking
To myself
That I will be just fine
But I know it's all lies
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh
Right now
Sitting alone
No one in here to perceive me
But still wanting to look pretty
Lights are off
So there's no reason
To cry out and let myself bleed
No reflection can be seen
I would do anything
To be her, skinny
I'm so sorry
Rather be unhealthy
To feel more worthy
I know it is selfish of me
No, I don't wanna be
Unreasonably
Inconsiderate
I'm also sick of it
My brain is the enemy
Please show me some lenity
Mirrors breaking
Pacing and shaking
Shattering when I glance at them
Cuts and bruises tell I can't win
Tears are falling
Silent calling
Seek for help, but hit a wall
Seek for God but choose to fall
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh
I would do anything
To be her, skinny
I'm so sorry
Rather be unhealthy
To feel more worthy
I know it is selfish of me
No, I don't wanna be
Unreasonably
Inconsiderate
I'm also sick of it
My brain is the enemy
Please show me some lenity
No, I don't want your pity
I don't want you to feel sorry
Friendly with this wicked feeling
Constantly with my head reeling
Craving the perfect body
Ignoring what it does to me
Sending me in constant spiral
Thoughts so heavy, it feels so cruel
Anything
That I do
Pisses me off greatly
Even when I'm breathing
Knowing
The struggle's never-ending
Seeing myself decay is hard
Always being first to break apart
Breaking apart
Breaking apart