But I still think about you a lot
Do you think about me?
I am locked in the memories
Can't cope with the fantasies
Stand up, now I'm on my knees
I know that I had to leave
Don't tell me that I am insane
I know that you know my name
Don't tell me you don't know who I am
Cause I remember everything in my head
You told me that you loved me
I can understand
I told you that I loved you
But only as a friend
You took care of me
I took care of you
You taught me some things
Yeah, I taught you some too
I am locked in the memories
Can't cope with the fantasies
Stand up, now I'm on my knees
I know that I had to leave
I'm sick of rejection
Haven't really got enough of it
If I was lucky to get acceptance
How on earth would I handle it
Can't go back in time to school
Trust me that time was so lit
Wish I could be a child again
Just so I don't have to deal with it
So let me ask you a question
You ever feel so lonely bro?
I know that deep down in your bones
You're a strong and worthy soldier bro
Deep within your big heart tells you
I really feel sorry for you bro
But my head knows even better to just say
Sorry for what though?
For showing up
For every single person in your life
Everyday is different
And I don't really mean to twist the knife
But change is good
Even if the change looks bad
So take your stress my bro
And make it rap
I am locked in the memories
Can't cope with the fantasies
Stand up now I'm on my knees
I know that I had to leave
I am locked in the memories
Can't cope with the fantasies
Stand up now I'm on my knees
I know that I had to leave.