Wanting to get away, spend some time at home
With my dear parents, but all I can think about is someday they'll be gone
Don't think they know just how bad it's become
Oh lord have mercy I'm so full of fear it's tearing up my guts
Oh good lord what have I become?
I'm in love with thinking about all the ways that everything can go bad
Lord knows I'd love to change but doesn't everything just seem so mad
And I don't know how to not be sad