Tried to call you but I couldn't press the buttons
Blamed it all on frozen fingers, I was still wearing a sunburn
But I meant to ask you did you ever get my letter
Wrote it all out in my head but felt too shitty in September
Just to let you know I'm still here
Promised I'd do better but it's been
That kind of year
Tried to tell you but it slipped right through my mind
Fell asleep at half past something and I never found the time
I guess I kept you waiting till you should've said goodbye
Blood ran thicker than the current, I surrendered to the tides
Until I saw you still right there
Thought you might be bitter but it's been
That kind of year
And I said
(Oh oh oh)
And I said
(Oh oh oh)
If I let you down again please know that I'm not fine
Oh lord I swear I'm trying
And I said
(Oh oh oh)
And I said
(Oh oh oh)
Promised I'd do better, promised I'd do better but it's been
Thought you might be bitter, thought you might be bitter but it's been
Swore that I'd do better, trying to do better but it's been
Promised I'd do better but it's been that kind of year
Oh lord, oh lord I swear I'm trying
I swear I'm trying