I look into a mirror
I see no reflection
I just feel aggression
Severing connections
Searching for protection
But In the wrong sections
With a smile on my face
Like I ain't going through it
I'm drinking, smoking
Tryna Bury it all
You can find me in a best western Crawlin the halls
With a knife in my hand
This blood ain't mine
Guess I killed my demons
Or maybe dreaming
Why you screaming at me
What the hell I do
I just wanna be like you
I just wanna feel something
I want a hug dammit
I just need love
Or the transfer of a soul to a dove
I know I'm asking to much but Hell I'm in pain
I gotta live a delusion to be happy and that ain't sane
Why you got the fire burning
And da water running at the same time
Boy that bad luck, Boy that's bad luck
Why you got the fire burning
And da water running at the same time
Boy that bad luck, Boy that's bad luck
Why you got the fire burning
And da water running at the same time
Why you got the fire burning
And da water running at the same time
Boy that bad luck, Boy that's bad luck
I been
Left out
Kicked out
Forgot about
Burned out
Beat down
I'm weak now
For about week now
Mentally broken
Far from awoken
Very soft spoken
Often misspoken
I been
Left out
Kicked out
Forgot about
Burned out
Beat down
I'm weak now
For about week now
Mentally broken
Far from awoken
Cigarette smokin
And I benn drinking
Yea I been drinking
My pain away
But even in this dark place
I can hear my momma say
Why you got the fire burning
And da water running at the same time
Boy that bad luck, Boy that's bad luck
Why you got the fire burning
And da water running at the same time
Boy that bad luck, Boy that's bad luck
Why you got the fire burning
And da water running at the same time
Why you got the fire burning
And da water running at the same time
Boy that bad luck, Boy that's bad luck