Depression Video (MV)

Depression I hate it
Life's filled with so much hatred
Depression I hate it
Life's filled with so much hatred
Depression I hate it
One day I swear i'll make it
Depression I hate it
Life's filled with so much hatred

Bury me now inside of my pain

Trust me
You won't understand why i'm digging my grave
People they look at me funny can tell what they want
But they don't got the balls to say

Don't f*ck with that bitch
Can tell she is selfish
I have been riding on E like its nothin

Pulled out my jack and I hit her i'm helpless
Can you please answer i'm sick to my stomach

An hour has passed and i'm down
And the weather is changing
I'm cold and I'm lonely
It's wet and it's raining

The sun was just shining
But now I am shaking
My demons are coming
I swear they are waiting

I enter my thoughts when my mind it be racing
I'm thinking that all of these bitches are basic
I told you i'm numb and you hate it
So f*ck it lets light up a blunt and get wasted

I don't
Feel at home

When i'm at home

I just feel alone
I cant pick up the phone

You said that I can call but nobody wants to talk
Am i asking for too much

Cause if I am then I hope you have the decency
To let me know that you never really been there for me
I ain't gonna act like nigga's owe me
I just wanna be alone cause i don't like the phony

Walking in the rain
Cause my days aren't sunny
She don't want me
She just wants my money

Why she wanna play me like a dummy
My life and my problems I've been running

I keep drowning
I cant find the surface
Pretty clear i'm imperfect
Panic sets in i'm nervous

I always feel uncertain
About things
That I can control

Since i've been here
I feel as alone

Have being said feelings come and they go

Prolly be here the next day
I don't know

Depression I hate it
Life's filled with so much hatred
Depression I hate it
Life's filled with so much hatred
Depression I hate it
One day I swear i'll make it
Depression I hate it
Life's filled with so much hatred

I don't
Feel at home

When i'm at home

I just feel alone
I cant pick up the phone

You said that I can call but nobody wants to talk
Am i asking for too much

Depression I hate it
Life's filled with so much hatred
Depression I hate it
Life's filled with so much hatred
Depression I hate it
One day I swear i'll make it
Depression I hate it
Life's filled with so much hatred

I don't
Feel at home

When i'm at home

I just feel alone
I cant pick up the phone