Wake up its still there
Another day
My mind cannot bear
With this cerebral tumor
Constantly at my back
Malignant it attacks
Every facet of life
Its knife
Constantly against my throat
I don't think I'll ever really know
True peace in my heart
True stillness in my mind
Can you help me find me?
It's dark and no one in here can see
A fear permeates the air and no one would dare to move
All afraid to lose it all
Oh, what is happening?
Does anyone in here care?
They all stare forward
Like awaiting a command from a dictator
I need to leave, I need to run
But I know I f*cking can't!
So I rant and I rave about the passage of days
With all of us in a haze
We're all entertained and ashamed in the way
That we gaze at the green paper glaze!
Yeah it's a little bullshit, don't you think?
Doing dishes for hours watch your sanity go down that sink
While I sink into
A darker state of mind
This state of mine
It's f*cking slime
Locking kids up for petty crimes
Robbed of their future
More so than the rest it is oh so damn futile
Why even bother when the rest is a wreck?
Soon to be left in the dust like the rest of us