Gamakel - Mania (As If) Lyrics

Driving down the highway at 120 miles per hour
Drive past a two tone and give him the finger
The lights begin to flash
Same with my life before my eyes
But I couldn't care less about it
Or if I hit you and your brothers
F*ckers acting like you're shit
But I've seen the end before my feet
Presented as the final option
Yet I turned away
As f*cking if I cared about myself
As f*cking if anyone cared about my hell
As f*cking if I wasn't scared more of waking up tomorrow
As f*cking if anything mattered
I continue to speed down 25 and into 40
With a 40 in one hand and a blunt in the other
Motherf*cking piece of shit you are
Endangering the world around you
Cause you're so damn disperate
Your desperation led you down the darkest depths
In your endless quest to feel more
Look for a whore
300 to fill what implores
THe hole of my heart blackened by the emptiness
Ever present within every present moment
Happiness is a figment of my memory
A memory thats more than likely false
I try to clear my head so I can see
More clearly
But once again all I see is fog
That I lose myself in

I do not f*cking care at all
Blissful mania

As f*cking if I cared about myself
As f*cking if anyone cared about my hell
As f*cking if I wasn't scared more of waking up tomorrow
As f*cking if anything mattered
As if the world was anything but a cruel place
As if anyone bothers with saving face
As f*cking if I can't feel at all even while getting maced
As if this pig thinks he's putting me in my place
As If I cared about my f*cking future
As f*cking if my past exists
As if ill last with this
Endless condition of misery