Gamba G - Holding on (feat. Erick RG & $hallowboi) Lyrics

We've gotten colder as we've gotten older
Sometimes I feel like I don't even know you
Wiped all your tears and your fears on my shoulder
You asked me if I loved you but I already told you
I do and I don't
Yeah I do and I don't

I've been holding on and
I know you still do too
But
I've been letting on
Like I'm in love with something new
The truth is
I ain't close to getting over you
I don't know how to do what I'm supposed to do
I need you by my side
But I know that were better off
That's why
I don't answer anymore
You can call me all you want
We've been down this road before
Say we'll fix it but we wont

We'll make up just to break up
Just to make up just to break up
Again
How many times we gonna do this shit?
Everyday waking up pretending
Its fine
We know that its not
We know that its time
To end what we got
But we out here trying still
While we lying to ourselves
Every seconds being wasted
And we could be climbing till
We meet up at the top of that mountain
But we at the bottom just fighting
Will you step back
And look at
The bigger picture
One time fore we run out of time to kill
This love ain't real anymore
At this point
I don't know what we're trying to feel
But
I still need you
I still want to be with you
Even though every fight is a nightmare
My brain cant help but dream of you
You're a drug I cant get enough of
An addiction I need to see it through
Before all of these walls come crashing down
My heart aches when I hear you're back in town
I wanna try again but I know its gone
The love we had it cant be found

I've been holding on and
I know you still do too
But
I've been letting on
Like I'm in love with something new
The truth is
I ain't close to getting over you
I don't know how to do what I'm supposed to do
I need you by my side
But I know that were better off
That's why
I don't answer anymore
You can call me all you want
We've been down this road before
Say we'll fix it but we wont

Por qué si te vas
Sé que desearé volver atras
Cuando menos me lo espero ahí vuelves a aparecer
Por qué estás la mayor parte del tiempo
En mi mente y no puedo arrancarte
Qué voy a hacer
Soy un loco perdido
Sin saber de qué padece
Talvez tú tenías la razón
Solo esta vez
Recaigo en tú droga
Esa adicción de querer verte al despertar
Entonces dime ¿qué hago yo para poder olvidar? Salte de mí cabeza tan solo un momento
Un solo recuerdo
No sabes lo que provocas, un big bang, iman de sentimientos
Eres solo un recuerdo, eras solo un intento, eras todo un universo
Pero mí universo, porfavor para si es brujería

I've been holding on and
I know that you still do too
But
I've been letting on
Like I'm in love with something new