Scarred Video (MV)

(Yeah not 1 not 2 3 you know
They laughing at you don't know what you going through
You gotta vent and musics how I get mine out)
I been sitting lately over thinking bout it all
Been through the most I feel like
That's why god got me this far
Rapping my life is real easy opposite of hard
They played me like guitars
Since then yea I been scarred
Emotions running hard to trust
I can't put down my guard
The code of silence foreal I only answer to god
They want me fold but its better off if I play my cards
My aim is for the stars this pain been left me scarred
See myself going far negative in my rear view
Gotta give it my all all I know is continue
Praying on my downfall
Speak up cause I can't hear you
Win lose or draw I could never befriend you
Damn I see it's hard to relate
I come from nothing projects
Just tryna make it shake
I really got a purpose for it
You other niggas in the way
I'm up and coming with no co sign
And they still manage to hate
Listen back when I was 8
Running round hazard county
I was lost for a while it took a while now they found me
Now they come and look for me like I grew myself a bounty
I'm only focused on my money and people that's around me
I'm late to save the world but everybody cant be saved
Rt3 took a hundred and 50 days
Gotta give respect to get it we ain't on the same page
If you ain't heard from me in a while
I'm just letting you know I'm ok
I been sitting lately over thinking bout it all
Been through the most I feel like
That's why god got me this far
Rapping my life is real easy opposite of hard
They played me like guitars
Since then yea I been scarred
Emotions running hard to trust
I can't put down my guard
The code of silence foreal I only answer to god
They want me fold but its better off if I play my cards
My aim is for the stars this pain been left me scarred
If a smile was to ever come from me that gotta mean something
Just because I look like I'm good that don't mean nothing
Hold it in forver eventually you going be erupting
Wish my ghetto angels could see who I'm becoming
All or nothing if I don't make it then my brother will
I can make you disappear power of that dollar bill
My head hurt need to take a seat pass me that Advil
But they don't never work I can tell you how that pain feel
Freedom feels good versus sitting in a cell
Know some ygs over west and they shoot like raja bell
I warn em not to be so yare take your time like bar bells
You ain't gotta explain nothing cause I already could tell
Even when I be wrong I be feeling something right
Just know it won't be long but it isn't over night
All I do is stay strong and hold on with all my might
I know it sound a lil crazy looks like I'm scarred for life
I been sitting lately over thinking bout it all
Been through the most I feel like
That's why god got me this far
Rapping my life is real easy opposite of hard
They played me like guitars
Since then yea i been scarred
Emotions running hard to trust
I cant put down my guard
The code of silence foreal I only answer to god
They want me fold but its better off if i play my cards
My aim is for the stars this pain been left me scarred