Gatchi - Unwanted Soul Lyrics

I'm an unwanted soul
They've been digging my hole
Ready to burn me with coal
Unwanted soul, nobody wants me
Guess I'll always be free, but I'll never feel me
Unwanted soul, I want to feel lips pressed up to mine
Moving through time
The happiness, ours
Lasting hours at a time
Instead what I grip is a pencil tip
To scratch this down, just sharing my frown
Not my intention, but it grabs your attention
Unwanted soul, this monotonous rhyme
Knowing all the time that my life is a line
To feel any more just turns out to be whore
To feel what I have, gaze at what I adore
Starting to drift away from shore, changing some more
I wait patiently for what never arrives
Beginning to think, "what's the point of being alive?"

Being alive
Unwanted soul
Being alive
Unwanted soul

Here I am once again
Waiting still for you to see
Don't quite no why
Why should I not just die?
For now I just wait to be told another lie
I want to die
But I don't see why
Why shouldn't I just die now?
You told me I loved being
But that's not so
It burns me, it scares me, it tears me apart
I tears me, it wears me, it dares me to
But I don't want to argue because I know where the shit will go

Unwanted Soul
Unwanted Soul
Unwanted Soul
Unwanted Soul