Gavin Talmage - Wonder Why Lyrics

I wonder why I am this way
I let those I love get away
I wonder how I ended up
Feeling like I should just give up
Cause now we've gone our separate ways
Feelin like I can't get away
From the hurt, from the pain
It's like my heart to you was just a game
And you said I'm not
The one that you're looking for
So tell me girl
What are you looking for
So I just need your heart again
You say that I'm not ready
And you Go
You got me searching
And then you close the door
You turn your back
I just want one more chance
And I won't lie
I sometimes just sit and cry
Myself into the night
Oh I wish we could've seen what we could've been
But I know the time will come
And I wouldn't want it any other way
With anybody else
Cause there was never time to share how I really felt
I will hold you close, never let you go
But you don't really want it so I guess you'll never know