Gazer - New Sadness Lyrics

Scared to think of who you imagine me to be
Self destruct
Can't feel loved
Can't believe
Anymore

I can't get close enough to hurt you
I fail
To be
Enough
For you

How can I care for you
If you don't let me try
It would be a miracle
If I did something right
I can't make you look at me
No matter how I try
I'm alone when I'm with you
I can't do anything right

I try
To find a
Reason for this
New sadness

Just stop
Overthinking
For once in my life

Broken on my knees
Cut myself on shattered dreams
Bleeding me out
This has beaten me
Filled my life with sudden grief
Taken my breath
Maybe it's just me
Predisposed to be lonely
I know this
It's time for a change
Maybe I can never change
Maybe I want to feel this way