Everything arounds tearing me to nothing
Mosquitos always bite me I just let them now
I really miss it back there
When can I go back there?
I can't f*cking see
I can't f*cking leave
I feel dirty there's no point in cleaning myself
Everything needs to be clean first
Things I need to do are picking at me
Killing me
I'm drowning
No one can hear me
I'm screaming
Breathing
Burning
Bleeding
Hurting
Eating
Throwing up and stealing
Suffering and paying for leaving
Suffocated in shit I can't escape from
This has been the worst year
I f*cking hate it here (Picturing you leaving)
Nothings gonna get better if I can't leave
I can't breathe