Geai Florè - When I Was There Lyrics

When I was there
17 years ended in a second
Dying hurts
It hurts people you would never hurt
Life is beautiful I can't complain
Can't believe i didn't want to believe them then
I'll never wish it away again
Nothing hurts before like that did
Used to be scared of getting big
Used to throw up to stay thin
Used to be scared of starting new schools
Thought small opinions mattered
Thought I should shape myself around them
Posted my life online
But no one cared that I survived
My friend told me as long as you try
Your gonna be alright
Baby, it's okay to cry
God gave you a second try
This time make it right
This time you'll be alright