Gee $uade - Grave Lyrics

I've been smoking everyday
And that is only just to ease the pain
That I've been feeling deep inside my soul
And I know ima take it to the grave it's to the grave yeah
Cause she just wanna play
And I don't even know the game
But one thing I just gotta say
That I will never be the same no be the same
I have been smoking to much probably been drinking more than I should be
I would love to say that I'd quit sadly it is becoming a part of me
While I make my way through this maze I will continue to figure out why I'm here
Ima Roll it up and get blazed too many shots in my face and I'm drinking these beers
I don't know which way that I am headed but I know that I am nearly there
I know I will never get to heaven and to tell the truth I don't really care
I am not a real firm believer and I know that life isn't fair
Never been an over achiever and that's probably cause I get really scared
See everything that I be dealing with always seems like it just wants to pile up
I don't even know what I am feeling but I'm tired of it and I've had enough
Never having and inns to put with my friends when they be chillin at the bar
And I'm trynna out run my sins like I've always been but it's weighing heavy on my heart
And I don't why
I don't even know why
I am feeling this way
But I got to try
I gotta try I gotta I gotta try
I've been smoking everyday
And that is only just to ease the pain
That I've been feeling deep inside my soul
And I know ima take it to the grave it's to the grave yeah
Cause she just wanna play
And I don't even know the game
But one thing I just gotta say
That I will never be the same no be the same
And if you feeling like me you gotta know that you are never alone
I do not know how to breathe but I'ma learn and I'll do it on my own
I feel like I'm drowning at Sea and I know that nobody is willing to help But it's cool
Cause I never had anyone else that I hold in my head with regret that'll hurt me like you
I Fell in love with you quick and the shit that You did to me made me feel like I was sick
And it wasn't your fault it was mine I know that now more than ever cause love isn't blind
Realizing that I've made mistakes and I'm trynna fix it right before I break
But I do not know how so ima tough it out and now I gotta pray I'll live another day
It is killing me You left a hole in my chest you know you left me for dead
Do not forget all of the shit that I did making you breakfast in bed
All of the sex it was for nothing cause now all you doing is lying instead
Karmas a bitch more like an ex and the problems you can't get'em out of your head
And I don't why
I don't even know why
I am feeling this way
But I got to try
I gotta try I gotta I gotta try
I've been smoking everyday
And that is only just to ease the pain
That I've been feeling deep inside my soul
And I know ima take it to the grave it's to the grave yeah
Cause she just wanna play
And I don't even know the game
But one thing I just gotta say
That I will never be the same no be the same