Man
People don't even really wanna hear that real shit no more
F*ck it, it's me
Ima spit this shit n go home
Yeah
Uh
Relationship wasn't working, we went our seperate ways
Moved back to help mama, now I'm down 20k
I'm the only child she got, the f*ck am I gon say?
Plus we need a roof, cant f*ck with hurricanes
My father wanna help, but he can't stand straight
13 medications he be taking everyday
62 in the face, body like it's 80
That's the consequences of a bad diet, shit is crazy
Diabetic, Shot taker
Heart stints, Kidney failure
Blood pressure do no favors
Lord knows I wanna save ya, but I can't
And honestly that kills me
Maneuvered through facades so much, I think I lost the real me
Now everyday's a highlight til hollywood reel me
And every day is high life, that cali good fill me
Voluntary Confinement, Lock myself in a building
Emotions begin to wilding, bouncing off all the ceilings
I found my peace in the silence, the irony I be spittin
The beats I bodied are piling, added it to my sentence
That's a lot of life behind bars
I wasted half of my twenties being behind broads
Bedroom backshots until her man call
And now I'm racin through tracks like it was nascar
Well f*ck it nigga
Cuz I'll be '97 Jeff Gordon
And win that winston niggas we'll see what's more important
Will it be the million dollars that I know I'm getting?
Or Will it be the fact that I'm the best that did it?
Ima tell you in a minute, bout to cross the finish
Line you niggas up, I'm servin up them whippings
Line you niggas up, I'm cuttin something vicious
I tried to be good but the world was too malicious
F*ck your freestyle, this nigga with the pen is illing
And if Hip-Hop style dying, I must be penicillin
The anti-hero really I'm just tryna kill the villian
Tip just in, dead and gone is more appealing
Gaining money and success, it's such a gorgeous feeling
And if the lord is willing, ima record a million
Love's a beautiful thing but turned me cold an 'ignant
Knowing that she'll f*ck for the money and ignore the pigment
So many souls are missing
In American Dreamville, searching for diamonds must be a coal addiction
But they won't ever 'em, Sammy control the system
Bringing vision to blindness but
Man
Cut that shit
They don't wanna hear that real man
I'm gone