Can you manage I remember 15 seeing mama in that casket knowing I ain't seen life but ima need her guidance thankful for my daddy cause I know he gave me knowledge times I was outta pocket had to keep me solid On my way up in this life it ain't no promise you gone see tomorrow stand on all 10 while you still here cause we on borrowed timing do it right despite the rage that you feel up in your conscience I can't say that I'm the best cause he still working on me and I know time gone show best if you gone pass the test knowing that I'm only getting older make me feel the rush that Monday mama died I can't lie feel like my soul crushed knowing that he had to break me down cause he gone build me up I can't put my faith in man it's in him I trust I got my mind now i'm focused I swear praying if he give me time then i'ma take it there making pallets with the blankets who knew i would make it here. Missing all my peoples who didn't make it here everything from the soul it ain't no faking here hard work and dedication just to set the record clear and i'm grateful for whoever that's invested here member times I was broke times I was scared, times I wanted to cry cause I was frustrated tricky thoughts in my mind what if I never made it kept my mind on the greater intrusive thoughts evading couldn't let it get me down I just kept it patient tryin not to lose my patience got my mind racing and I ain't saying that it's easy believe me life be lifing all seasons believe me fat meat greasy I done seen treason crossed for no reason and still kept it G ima always be me and that's a known fact and even if I lost myself I found my way back so what we talking about ? Blessed me with this God given gift what we talking bout? Mind staying strictly on the grit what we talking bout knew that it was way to legit what we talkin bout and I will never quit
Remember getting red shirted freshmen year yea I coulda took the college route imagine if I did and I never put this greatness out never took the time to foucs on how to make it out make me uneasy so I don't wanna think about it .
Member as a lil kid I would dream about it fast forward to now i'm standing on business bout it so persistent bout it so ambitious bout it mama and daddies oldest man I came from roaches rats and I don't wanna go back but it made me who I am and ain't no down playing that I be staying out my feelings staying onto the facts and I be mapping out my next plays in orderly fashion cause it don't just happen been along time snapping must be far from your average i'ma get this cabbage one way or another ain't no plan b and ima keep my faith in God understand me
So what we talking bout ? Blessed me with this God given gift what we talking bout? Mind staying strictly on the grit what we talking bout knew that it was way to legit what we talkin bout and I will never quit