I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know
Falls away in the end
But you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
So full of broken thoughts
That I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
Oh, you are someone else
And I am still right here
But you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
Oh, a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
I hurt myself today
I hurt myself...