Taken away what was mine
Moving invisibly so inexplicably
I couldn't fathom a duty so beautifully hidden in lies
I should've known it was you who's been driving my mind
To the wine and not letting me do what I needed to
You had me going through
All of these bottles of booze just to keep me from seeing the road to demise
Being a puppet a slave to my drives
Not looking straight I got too many ties
Playing the game I've been rolling the dice
I got all of these people but don't take advice
Using devices to silence my mind has been great until I started looking for life
Now I see clearly been gifted a set of some newly divine intertwined pair of eyes
Usually ended up wasting my time
Drinking and smoking until I can't drive
I've been partying way too much I cannot see the clutch
Somebody help me I feel out of line
Saying I'm fine
Crying for help
But I can't define
What's going on inside I'm thinking suicide
Nah I can't do that I'm way too inclined to get out of this pit I've been digging
It's time that I find a way out and know I can do it I just need a sign
Take a step back and reflect on my life
Do what I need to move on to what's mine
Looking ahead and I'm falling
Losing the rights to my calling
No it ain't happening can't do no gambling
Watching this shit is appalling
Wondering how to get through
How do I break these chains can't take these games
It's in my aim and I can't sustain the strain these pains
Explain the problems lurking deep beneath my brain
I'm about to light a flame to burn these demons out
They can't keep playing
Taken away what was mine
Moving invisibly so inexplicably
I couldn't fathom a duty so beautifully hidden in lies
I should've known it was you who's been driving my mind
To the wine and not letting me do what I needed to
You had me going through
All of these bottles of booze just to keep me from seeing the road to demise
Being a puppet a slave to my drives
Not looking straight I got too many ties
Playing the game I've been rolling the dice
I got all of these people but don't take advice
Using devices to silence my mind has been great until I started looking for life
Now I see clearly been gifted a set of some newly divine intertwined pair of eyes
Finally I can see
What's going on
Inside of me
How can I be all I need with iniquity
I'm tryna see the reality
Tryna get out of my own way
Tryna get closer to YAHWEH
Pushing the post to get heaven to stay and I
Don't need a bottle to settle the fray
Don't need the stress I got too much to pay
And I pray that I make it to see the dismay
People who know me can say what they say
But I know what I'm doing there ain't disarray
Cleaning my life up I'm joining the club of a people who know what it's like
To obey and be clay in the Maker's display
Taken away the decline
Moving efficiently to an infinity
I couldn't fathom a duty so beautifully written in time
I should've known it was you who's been driving my mind
To divine and not letting me do what I wanted to
You had me going through
All of these bottles of clues just to keep me from being the one I despise
Reaching the summit I'm being defined
Not looking back and I'm getting the prize
Breaking the chain and I'm being assigned
I got all of these people I don't put aside
Not being mindless to silence my rightness has been all I needed to be redefined
Now I can finally see that I needed a newly refined set of ruly new eyes