Geneticx - Trapped (feat. Joey Power) Lyrics

Have you ever felt so trapped you looking for chains
Knowing that once you react it's all in your brain
Fighting hard to not think about suicide again
But in your mind that feeling becomes genuine
Trying think back when I really lost it
Really lost it
How much are souls really costing
Really costing
I ain't tryna go out like this
But I don't think that true love exists
I mask the pain so you can't see
Dancing to my own drum this depression's upbeat
And I can't feel my damn feet
The only one still playing when the band leaves
But I can't hear my heart beat
Feeling so trapped
Feeling so empty
I can't go back
The world is against me
But I can not run away
I can't show you love that's fake
Tryna revisit myself
And check on my mental health
I'll be alright
I'll be ok
I've learn to fight
What keeps me awake
Nightmares of me failing
Nightmares of waking up without you
If I don't have you there then
The top isn't the top without you