Genshi - journal Lyrics

Lost myself
So I'm here once again
Seen what's real now I got two friends
My twin wit a girl who like toxic shit
Stresses me out just to hear em bitch
Do I needa fight?
Need some drama add spice
Do I need a hoe
Or should I search for my wife
I'm only in my teens
But I feel so grown
Maybe that's what happens
When you make yourself alone
I got some problem with attachment
Blew any chance i could have with a bad bitch
Blew all the dope
All the smoke
Straight to my brain
On a rope
Straight to the grain
My mouth like a uzi
No it do not bullshit
My mouth like a uzi
It got a full clip
My bitch got a card
She get her own weed
Went straight to the stars
When I'm on my knees
I'm a little broke right now
Only got two or three thou
I remember when I had one cent
In my f*ckin bank account
What do they need me for?
Why I gotta live anymore