Blue Video (MV)

I got the cell set to silent mind set to off
I'm lost need some peace and quiet with my thoughts
I've fought all my life I can't fight no more
Thought I could make a difference now not so sure
I'm too insecure caught up in my head
So I never go outside i'm inside instead
I think ill stay in bed for like the rest of the month
If I was dead I bet no bodied give a
What's this bullshit? Rap ain't cool kid
Get a real job quit you're so foolish
Head convoluted with guilt and shame
I refrain from their judgement no need to explain
I'ma drink away the pain and i'll be alright
As long as I am high then life will be fine
Merry mother f*cking Christmas and a happy new year
Here cheers to myself waitress pour me a beer

I'm blue
Blue
I'm blue
Oh so blue
I'm blue
How are you?
I'm blue
Oh so blue

Me too what happened to the me that I knew?
Dude went and lost his mind loosened up some screws
I drowned him in booze then left him dead in a lake
I stole both of his shoes and then I took his place
And ever since that day I see his face inside
My eyes in the mirror every time I sigh
I cry all the time but never let one see
Anybody that has caught me just shrugs and leaves
I don't need any pity i'll be just fine
All I really need is just one moment of your time
Make it three minutes tops just to show you a song
If you like the way it sounds then please pass it along
Maybe it will reach somebody that feels like me
Maybe we can help them not feel lonely
Maybe I should shut the f*ck up and finish this drink
Place a pistol in my mouth and squeeze it first i'ma sing

I'm blue
Blue
I'm blue
Oh so blue
I'm blue
How are you?
I'm blue
Me too