Happiness escaped, yeah it ran away
It just couldn't take what it saw, so it didn't stay
Maybe I'll find it some day; there's no other way
There's adrenaline, but it's not the same
Brain dead, I cannot relate to all the people who are satisfied because
My happiness escaped, yeah it ran away
It just couldn't take what it went through, it was beaten to a pulp and it was ran through
It's never gonna be okay
Never gonna be okay
Will I ever be okay, will I ever feel something other than all this consistent pain, there's No escape; it's a contingency I crave
Now I realize I can't be saved, I don't wanna leave; I'm so afraid
Blood stain on the wall, I don't want it to go away
It's a memory, a distant part of me and you helped me get through that pain
I've failed at begging you to stay, you were my cure, and I looked everywhere, but You're not here, and I can't feel happy because my
Happiness escaped, yeah it ran away
It just couldn't take what it saw, so it didn't stay
Maybe I'll find it some day; there's no other way
There's adrenaline, but it's not the same
Brain dead, I cannot relate to all the people who are satisfied because
My happiness escaped, yeah it ran away
It just couldn't take what it went through, it was beaten to a pulp and it was ran through
It's never gonna be okay
Never gonna be okay
Will I ever be okay, will I ever feel something other than all this consistent pain, there's No escape; it's a contingency I crave
Now I realize I can't be saved, I don't wanna leave; I'm so afraid
You were the only reason I stayed awake at night, you were the only reason I kept Myself alive
If you're gonna go at least say good bye, whoa
Give me a reason to live through one more of these seasons, the leaves are all falling And I can't feel that fall feeling
Because I can't open my eyes to anything besides my weakness, and I can't feel happy Because my
Happiness escaped, yeah it ran away
It just couldn't take what it saw, so it didn't stay