Schizoaffective Video (MV)

Woke up from a night terror I'll elucidate
I don't do drugs just hallucinate
In my lucid state and that's through the day
Still the night time is pretty cool to me
Everything moving yet illusory
And usually
A little twisted's something you would say
A little crazies what they used to state
And the roads are veering at a standstill
So no school today
I can't drive like my point across
I can't hide at this point I'm lost without foolery
I might intersect with your inner sect
As I do with faith the moves I make
I might silhouette yo intellect
But I wonder what my minds gonna pull today
I have a fear of white walls
Itchy socks and sedatives
A monster hides in my corner eye
My third one told me let it live
And yeah I did without a question
Maybe I shouldn't be so accepting
How can I believe that there's no deception
Now I'm second guessing
Now I'm second guessing
Hold up
What's the question

Swirling 'round my fingertips
I sit in bed and play with broken air
It burns a bit yet I loathe to care
They say it's not yet I know it's there
It's so unfair
At least to me
How people leave when I overshare
That I hear music from heaven's gate
And whispers from the devils' lair
Sunshine is my enemy
Sleeping lowers my energy
Pacing hastens my synergy
With my inner me
His identity's in my memory
We haven't spoken in a century
At least it seems
Was it yesterday
Or the twenty teens

Delusions having false, fixed beliefs
Despite evidence to the contrary
Hallucinations
Such as hearing voices
Or seeing things that aren't there
Impaired communication and speech
Bizarre or unusual behavior
Symptoms of depression or mania
Impaired occupational, academic and social functioning
Problems with managing personal care
Including cleanliness and physical appearance
Suicidal thoughts
Social isolation
Unemployment
Anxiety
Drug use