The leaves are falling down
And you're getting over me
You've put in a pile that you'd burn easily
Slept in that jumper on nights
You were rubbing me off your skin
It's the ending of October
And it feels like the last of something
I didn't mean to hang around
Someplace I was never wanted
And I don't think I was that green to begin with
But this definitely feels like rotting
The silence grows in thick
But you find it easy to breathe
You never needed anyone but I definitely need more than just me
I wish I could close my eyes
And not see you behind my lids
It's like a sick trick on Halloween
Where the same day just repeats and repeats
I didn't mean to hang around
Someplace I was never needed
And I don't think I'm tough enough to withstand this
Cus now I'm losing to the breeze
Gaping open right where you left me
I've been dragged the whole way down
From the place of you and me
Everything I've ever let go off has claw marks left deep within
So I'll never let it go
I'm not an evergreen
So when I lose my leaves
There's nothing much more left for me
You've made autumn so bittersweet