Georgie Benz - curious Lyrics

It doesn't hurt so much anymore
Think I'm learning how to swallow
It still goes down with a nasty aftertaste
It's still something I've got to work on
Trying to declaw myself
From our favourite conversations
How the world could be ending all at once
And you'd just always say the right thing
But you'll never be as curious as I wanted
You'll never have the urge to ask me better questions
You have no desire to know me fully
It's like pulling teeth with you
Screaming just acknowledge me
You'll never be the person that you once were
You'll never be as interested as you were in September
You'll always be my villain and my saviour at once
While I sit back in your memories covered by the dust
Think the distance was good for me
Even if it felt like dying
Cause now I know how little I mean to you
And how you flourished, while I survived it
Cus you'll never be as curious as I wanted
You'll never have the urge to ask me better questions
You have no desire to know me fully
It's like pulling teeth with you
Screaming just acknowledge me
You'll never be the person that you once were
You'll never be as interested as you were in September
You'll always be my villain and my saviour at once
While I sit back in your memories covered by the dust
And I'll always just be your disappointment
Cause I could never let it go
But to you it was casual
And every time I leave you
I still feel the ache
Of something that'll never fully heal, and I'll always remember the break