I just wanna be loved but I feel like I can't
Every time I try to fix it I'm reminded that I ain't
They say that love is patient but my heart's been running thin
Trying to find my worth in places I should've never been
Been
Been
Been
I'm drowning in my thoughts can't nobody hear me scream
Waking up to nightmares but I'm dying for a dream
They tell me I'm a problem like I chose to feel this way
I keep falling short of perfect I know I'm not enough
Hiding all my pain behind a smile that's giving up
I'm screaming for a chance but no one understands
I just wanna be loved but I feel like I can't
I carry all this guilt like it's branded on my soul
The people that I needed most just left me in the cold
I'm scared to open up 'cause they always turn away
Now I'm stuck with all this hurt that I don't know how to say
They see the outside picture but they'll never see the cracks
I'm begging for some love but they don't know how to give it back
I keep blaming myself like I'm the reason that they're gone
But how can I be right when everything I do feels wrong?
Maybe I'm not meant to feel the love I always crave
Maybe I'm just meant to fight these demons to my grave
I'm tired of pretending I'm tired of the pain
I just want somebody who won't leave me in the rain
I just wanna be loved but I feel like I can't
Every time I try to fix it I'm reminded that I ain't
They say that love is patient but my heart's been running thin
Trying to find my worth in places I should've never been
Been
Been
Been
I'm drowning in my thoughts can't nobody hear me scream
Waking up to nightmares but I'm dying for a dream
They tell me I'm a problem like I chose to feel this way
Maybe I'm not meant to feel the love I always crave
Maybe I'm just meant to fight these demons to my grave
I'm tired of pretending I'm tired of the pain
I just want somebody who won't leave me in the rain