GGunna - Drowning (feat. J3ff) Lyrics

Am I wrong for wanting somebody to be there for me
I know it's a lot to ask
Don't fall away, don't fall away
S.B
If you ask me how I'm doing
I would tell you that I'm fine
Keep it all to myself
Keep the pain bottled in
Cause I'm drowning drowning, oh
I'm drowning, drowning
Cause I'm drowning, drowning
Oh, I'm drowning, drowning
Thought I had someone I can rely on
Thought I had someone that I can cry on
On that day when daddy was gone
There was no one for me to lean on
Where are my uncles?
Where are my cousins
Where are the ones that told me that they love me
All in my face at his funeral
Now where did they all go
When I was 16
I tried to make it on my own
But I feel I was too young
Too young to be grown
How can I, how can I get through this
If you ask me how I'm doing
I would tell you that I'm fine
Keep it all to myself
Keep the pain bottled in
Cause I'm drowning, drowning
Ooh, I'm drowning, drowning
Cause I'm drowning, drowning, oh, I'm drowning, drowning
My head's underwater
Don't know where I'm gonna go
Many months I've been lost on this road
Drinking every night and doing drugs on the low
What the hell I lost all control
Lost my mind
Lost my senses
Rain or shine
I'm relentless
Stay on the grind
I can beat this
Or will my heart just explode
Found the one for me
Oh how different life can be
Women got a hold of me, damn
I wish I didn't cheat
Now these people mad at me
My friends try to intervene
I wish I could've seen
But it wasn't meant to be
If you don't like me
That's your own loss
That's the price since
I had to pay the cost
All I need is the weight taken off me
Then maybe I can breathe
If you ask me how I'm doing
I would tell you that I'm fine
Keep it all to myself
Keep the pain bottled in
Cause I'm drowning, drowning
Oh, I'm drowning, drowning
Cause I'm drowning, drowning, oh, I'm drowning, drowning
Am I wrong for wanting somebody to be there for me
I know it's a lot to ask
Don't fall away, don't fall away