I had a dream of us the other night
Our teeth were closed, hands clenched so tight
I hadn't felt this alive since you died
Our memories have all but washed away
I fall apart but this heart still craves your name
The month of May will never be alright
I look down at my shoes and think of you
Can't look up at a sky that's no longer blue
If I ever see your face again
Would I run or squeeze you hard again
It was just today
I called your name, we played
By the pool with sun for shade
C'mon just tell me what's new with you
And I will be ok
The sun is set, it's down on your parade
I feel so hurt that I couldn't stay awake
Maybe I could have stopped all your pain
But who knew you were dead down deep inside
Your little secret is now a big surprise
I cut my wrist I no longer need alive
I look down at my shoes and think of you
Can't look up at a sky that's no longer blue
If I ever see your face again
Would I run or squeeze you hard again
It was just today
I called your name, we played
By the pool with sun for shade
C'mon just tell me what's new with you
And I will be ok