GhostlightG - Wonderland Lyrics

I don't wanna be Alice
I just want to have people that might give a damn
On the day that I vanish
By my own hands

I don't want a big party
Though I'm learning it's probably best in the end
If they don't know
The things that I have planned

Oh to fall down the rabbit hole
And never be seen again
Spend my life down in Wonderland
Away from all things that I am
Fall in love, fade away
Doesn't matter at the end of the day
Should I fall down the rabbit hole
Or live inside yesterday

I don't need to be Shakespeare
I'm not winning a Pulitzer anytime soon
But the pressure is constant
Though I'm not sure from where or from who

Oh to fall down the rabbit hole
And never be seen again
Spend my life down in Wonderland
Away from all things that I am
Fall in love, fade away
Doesn't matter at the end of the day
Should I fall down the rabbit hole

There's no roses to paint
There's no cakes to eat my fill
Just reality and what's left
Of my ever crumbling will
Through the looking glass I see
All the worst parts of me
Would it be really be so bad
To run away and just be free?

Fall in love fade away
Doesn't matter at the end of the day

Oh to fall down the rabbit hole
And never be seen again
Spend my life down in Wonderland
Away from all things that I am
Fall in love, fade away
Doesn't matter at the end of the day
Should I fall down the rabbit hole
Or live inside yesterday