grinding teeth Video (MV)

I grind my teeth in my sleep
I wake up in the morning and my jaw is hurting
I'm asking myself what does this mean?
I can't even relax when I'm unconscious
I check my pulse a few times a day
Just to remind myself I'm alive
Still caught up in yesterday
I'm starting to believe my own lies
Why do I overthink when I know that I'm just gonna get anxious?
Why do I complicate every person I meet? They don't deserve it
I should have asked myself a long time ago
Is it even worth it?
I'm sick of grinding my teeth I taste my reflection and it isn't me I see
I'm changing who I am constantly
I can't stick to one personality
I'm tryna grow up mentally but I got to admit
I'm not doing it the right way
I check my pulse a few times a day
Just to remind myself I'm alive
Try to blink the pain away
Do what I gotta do just to survive
Why do I overthink when I know that I'm just gonna get anxious?
Why do I complicate every person I meet? They don't deserve it
I should have asked myself a long time ago
Is it even worth it?
I'm sick of grinding my teeth I taste my reflection and it isn't me I see
I've got this bitter taste in my mouth
And I can't make sense of anything I've ever felt
Feeling like I'm spiraling down
Holding on so tightly to the cards that I've been dealt
I'm counting up all of my doubts
I don't think you can hear me even if I yelled
I've got this bitter taste in my mouth
And I can't make sense of anything I've ever felt
Why do I overthink when I know that I'm just gonna get anxious?
Why do I complicate every person I meet? They don't deserve it
I should have asked myself a long time ago
Is it even worth it?
I'm sick of grinding my teeth I taste my reflection and it isn't me I see