Gia de Havilland - 4 AM Lyrics

I'm a lost cause
I'm running circles
I'd be myself if I knew who I was

The isolation's finally setting in
And I'm over being optimistic
I must have missed this part of life

So give me a dose of reality
With roses stitched into my veins
Come let me out
Come let me down

I'm calling loud and screaming out
I fill myself with my self doubt
'Cause every green light is a stop sign
And every moment's in rewind
And I let myself drown every time
I'm staring at the same four walls again
I'm wide awake and it's 4 AM

You know I'd never mean to interrupt
But I guess you pin me as a killjoy
Paint me as a ray of sunshine

Give me a dose of reality
With roses stitched into my veins
Come let me out
Come let me down

I'm calling loud and screaming out
I fill myself with my self doubt
'Cause every green light is a stop sign
And every moment's in rewind
And I let myself drown every time
I'm staring at the same four walls again
I'm wide awake and it's 4 AM

Come pull me out of this hole I'm in
Give me a sign in anything

I fill myself with my self doubt
'Cause every green light is a stop sign
And every moment's in rewind
And I let myself drown every time
I'm staring at the same four walls again
I'm wide awake and it's 4 AM

I'm staring at the same four walls again
I'm wide awake and it's 4 AM