When you come to the realization that
The infatuation stage is over
And the love you shared, both physically and emotionally
The overwhelming obsession that led you to desperately to anything for each other
Is unattainable
You lose sight of everything else
Even loving yourself
Because you're so blinded by that love
And that's when you start to spiral
Even though you've done things to hurt each other
That love was the only thing keeping you sane
And you'll stop at nothing to get it back
It's toxic
Yet you crave it