Gillis Lysell - Melancholia Lyrics

I don't wanna sleep
Tomorrow is nothing big
I'm going to deep
Wherever I dig
I sit on the shower drain
A dam for a flood
Like summer rain on a winter's day
Contemplating blood

I feel like they're leaving me
Like they've been deceiving me
I'm not a contradiction
Joyous affliction

Melancholia
Been looking for ya
Strong as ever
Quite steller

Mental masochist
Carefully remiss
I never existed
When I rarely resisted

Melancholia
Been waiting for ya
Moonshine for the sober
Arid hangover

There are mirrors on the sea
I used to say good night to her
She doesn't want to see me
I am where you were

Melancholia
Been longing for ya
I adore ya
Painful euphoria