Gino Hard - Closer 2 Lyrics

Man, this shit so serious
Ain't even no sense of playin'
In this shit, you know
Just at the point of my life where
I just been gettin' closer to
You know, just like closer to Everything I ever wanted
And even a lot of the shit that I didn't
I'm hard
Closer than I ever been
Still I'm hesitant
Cause a nigga never been
F*ck it, this what we live for
Had to tell myself
Ain't no sense of runnin
From some shit you built for
They been preppin' me this whole time
You know
Ma dukes, pops, will gunz, T
Von, Pooh, whole nine
Got it on my own
Ain't need no cosign
Darkest of my days
Still I'm gon' shine
All the shit that I done been through
All this shit that I done came up out
Dey don't know how this shit came about
Dey don't know all the pain in my heart
Been tryna scrape it out
Shit a nigga go through on the daily
Tryna make it out
Can I be real with you
You got character issues
And your inability to listen
Make it hard to deal with you
Make it hard to chill with you
So I can't f*ck with you
Don't really like what you becoming
And I got trust issues
Man, it hurt my heart how life be life'n
It's to the point, shit don't even be exciting
Tryna put it in writing
Ten years without a license
How I get here
Self-reflecting on the folks that said they love me
But wasn't sincere
Look how life will do you
Nowadays it's like I never knew you
Used to share my mind with you
Talk about our future
Now when a nigga see you
Politics is usual
Made me wish I had spent my time different
Knew it'd be this crucial
But that fake shit
My biggest pet peeve
Type of shit you kill then
You can't let breathe
It put a stench in the air
Like the best weed
Just try and give you a chance to win
Like a brett heave
Man, never had a problem helping
I just always had a problem losing
Too many times
I often had a problem choosing
Between a nigga wants and needs
At Times it get confusing
At times you gotta feel them fears
But I don't wear my emotions
Ion do denim tears
Just tryna keep some real shit off in the hemisphere
Cause I don't like how it's been feeling
Shit been feeling queer
Man, a lot of shit been feeling forced
A lot of niggas out here doing shit with no remorse
Brodie said they killed his patna Cause he copped a Porsche
Niggas out here just tryna stay the course
Nigga out here just tryna make a sack
And everything that come with tryna make it stack
All this mothaf*ckin hate attached
And all the shit you gotta go through
Just to make it back
Tryin' not to be a product of my peers
No sleep
I had insomnia for years
I've been grinding changing gears
Developed a drinking habit
This shit serious
I can't even lie about it
F*ck it cheers
In this bitch shedding tears
For my pops
I ain't gonna lie
Swear to God
This been the hardest shit to watch
Hell nah I ain't okay
But I'm trying nigga
Meanwhile my phone ringing They need supplying nigga
Part of me dying nigga
Man this shit don't stop for nothing
Wipe the tears off my face
And get right back to hustling
Married the game, I took a oath
Only did it for the ones I love the most
It's f*cked up
When your loved ones become a ghost
And all that bread that you had Turned to toast
Ain't got nothing to show for it Can't even post
Shit a have you sick to your Stomach feeling gross
Hope you rise above it all nigga
Call that shit growth
Or be another victim of statistics
Of the ones out here who couldn't stay afloat