Gino Morino - Fly Away Lyrics

I'm starting to feel like I've never had a purpose
I took over Brooklyn because I didn't have these verses
And now that I'm in the studio rehearsin'
I'm drunk off my mind with the power I'm just immersed in
I've always been alone never been the one to make friends
So I guess it's my fault because I've never seen the start to the end
But now that it's over I know that's how it's always been
And now we're back to the start for another run again
And that's how it always will be I guess
I'm just bouncing around life like I'm really f*cking obsessed
With trying to find meaning my life is a quest
But I'm about to abandon it because I'm so goddamned stressed
I guess this life ain't as exciting as it seems
I came to this city so I could live out my dreams
But all of my pessimism leaks out the seams
Deep down I'm learning that we're all just machines
And we're just walking forward
Forever
I never had a family to take care of me, nothin'
I never had a mother so I'm caring for me, f*ck it
I came from Italy when I was a young buck, lucked it
And I've been in Brooklyn ever since, damn near f*cked it
And the truth is that I don't want that f*ckin' city
I don't want any friends
I'm fine just by myself
There's nothing better than being alone trust me
I know because I've kept my mind on my own things
And because I can never atone for being a f*cked king
For all of the shit I've done, all the plagues I bring
Goddamnit just pick up the phone
Talk to me for once
Really just talk to me
Look me in the eyes and say I mean something
I'm getting carried away while I keep everyone at bay
I'm stuck in an alley all day just like a f*cking stray
Everyone I knew failed while trying to find their way
So sometimes I wish I could just fly away
Spread my wings and fly away
Goddamn that would be the day
But I know none of this shit is going away
So I'm gonna fight until the day it does