Yea
Yea
Gio
Yea
I think I'm a die young
My idols died young
I got me a black lung
The pain f*ckin' stung
But now I'm feelin' numb
Yea I'm feelin' numb
I think she's the one
But she got her someone, she got her someone
Alright, I'm not alright
I've been screaming time and time
I'm not alright
They leave me all the time
I got enemies
I lose friends of me, yea
Yea
By my lonely
Bitch don't f*ck with me nigga I got a big tongue
Y'all niggas all talk, man I'm really f*cked up
I don't give a f*ck about almost anyone
My circle is too small, diameter halved up
Smaller, smaller, and smaller, fallin', fallin', I'm fallin'
You don't f*ckin' know me, don't call yourself my homie
I don't owe you niggas, I don't know you niggas
My clique too little, I'm losing niggas
I lose all my friends, so what's the point, it's pointless now
I fall every time I've been falling, falling down
It's been f*ckin' years since I did something and felt right
Sick of constant war, I might stop this f*ckin' fight
No matter what I do I'm always the bad guy
I know you won't stay that's a goddamn lie
If I had a gun I'd shoot myself and f*ckin' die
I might find some peace, but for the night we alive
I got a lot on my mind
The shit that I find, I write up in rhymes
It takes all my time, like I wasted my life
Emotions declined, collabs all the time
They waitin' in line, cuz with every line
I go underline, what is on the line
No, I am not fine, I'm sick of the grind
The fakes they be lyin', I am undermined
Lived in Dubai, been saying goodbye
Since I was a child, I feel like I'm tied
Been left on the side, that shit got my tired
Niggas got niggas that give them they time
I got my own and the distance come by
Time after time I've been saying goodbye
Been holdin' my cries, I want suicide
I've never felt like my life is defined
When I die, I want a gold plated coffin
I want someone to fall in love with
I just want my mama to gain something
If I die now I got nothing
Sleepless nights just to get some diamonds
Making beats all the time I'm rhyming
I been so hurt I feel lifeless
Rollie over the scars on my wrist
I lose all my friends, so what's the point, it's pointless now
I fall every time I've been falling, falling down
It's been f*ckin' years since I did something and felt right
Sick of constant war, I might stop this f*ckin' fight
No matter what I do I'm always the bad guy
I know you won't stay that's a goddamn lie
If I had a gun I'd shoot myself and f*ckin' die
I might find some peace, but for the night we alive