Oh
I got my shot and I missed it
Hah
I'm f*cking broken, please fix me
Oh
Cannot be calm cuz they get me
Hah
I am too deep in this instant
Hah
I cannot sleep I will miss her
Hah
I cannot feel my existence
Hey
This is my heart and you kicked it
Hoah
Leave me alone I am drifting
Hah
Ah Eyaye
Eyaye
Eyaye
I fell in love with a hoe yet again
I got my notes all I need is my pen
Ink is my blood, and I'm writing in red
Write till I'm empty, till I'm f*ckin' dead
She told me she just wanna be my friend
Like not enough people claim they're my friends
My demons talk it's too late to repent
I feel in love with a hoe yet again
And I wonder why I keep falling
Why I keep falling
Why I keep falling
Why I fall
I am my ego
Ego death, so now I am my people
People left so now I am my evils
Evil threaten that I shouldn't need no
Body, so I sing all these keys low
Low key, got no energy, oh yeah we know
My kind of green isn't your kind of Cee-lo
More like that gamma, ray made me hero, ay
I'm living to write, so I kind of got it backwards
Mimicking life, just to drop that rhyme and rap it
Tickling death, to see do even I have it
Even if I had it, I'm a mummy out of bandage
Rotting with no mask, an object of the past
Conserved for the barcheologists to crack
Opposing all my options just to operate my pack
A coffin full of honest and I'm offered to be last
It's counter-intuitive that I'm kinda into it
Only kinda fit this bitch cause I counterfeit this shit
Imposter syndrome, fought to win home
Scared to try and look at this
A kid down the rabbit hole, buried now
With some nickels and a soul, lost in the very town
That stole both from him
Stole a lotta hope from him
Wrote down his ghosts and took a lotta notes from him
While the hoe has her hunger
He builds his bunker
A shrine for the demons
To align all the numbers
Except it's a 6 and three of it in the mix
Restless as it gets
Depressed to the surface, dirt up till the neck
Oh you death worshipping bitch
I fell in love with a hoe yet again
I got my notes all I need is my pen
Ink is my blood, and I'm writing in red
Write till I'm empty, till I'm f*ckin' dead
She told me she just wanna be my friend
Like not enough people claim they're my friends
My demons talk it's too late to repent
I feel in love with a hoe yet again
And I wonder why I keep falling
Why I keep falling
Why I keep falling
Why I fall