Girly Teeth Club - BONES! Lyrics

Showed up to dinner in that dress I wore to graduation
Didn't think you'd notice
You said something without hesitating
I didn't pay any mind to it when I put it on
I was just happy it fit
The freshman fifteen was gone
On the drive home I'm in shambles
This feels like the preamble
To how I'm gonna feel for the rest of my life
Like I'll be standing on the cliff
Yelling forever into the abyss
I'm screaming, crying
Willing it to fight me
Willing it to break some of my bones
But I'm alone
I'm keeping secrets
I'm hiding out in my sweatshirt
You tell me I look good and I pretend it doesn't hurt
We walk around all the gravestones just like we used to do
I pretend the ghosts aren't familiar
They don't look like you
On the drive home I am silent
My sobs are wet and quiet
Is this how I'm gonna feel for the rest of my life?
Like I'll be standing on that cliff
Yelling forever
Into the abyss
I'm screaming, crying
Willing it to fight me
Willing it to break some of my bones
But I'm alone
Yeah It's just me
Driving home with a skeleton in the passenger seat
My bloody nose has dripped onto my teeth
I've got no voice left
Changed my name
Faked my own death
But I'm still in my grad dress
Because I'll be standing on that cliff
Yelling forever
Into the abyss
I'm screaming, crying
Willing it to fight me
Willing it to break some of my bones
But I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
Cutting deals with the cliff side
Met with quiet
Met with silence
I'm alone