Glae - Dissociation Lyrics

Deep inside
Feeding off of me
Weighing me down
I want to feel the weather
Not this numbness
I want to see myself in the mirror
Not this battered man
Let me feel the bliss of survival
Hold me in your arms
I know the reality of my existence
Isn't as bad as it seems
Lord, please carry me away
From this overstimulation
I stare
Into nothing
Melted like plastic
Shape me back into what I need to be
Gut-wrenching horror
Feeding off of my life force
I'm putting it down
Im putting it to sleep

Hold me together
Bring me back, bring me back
In these times when I start to fall, start to fall
Melted like plastic
Senses giving in, senses giving out
Giving in
Giving out

Giving out
I should have known this was coming
I carried too much for too long
And I don't know what I would be
If I couldn't turn to you
A monster
A dying energy

Everything that I've seen
Begins to claw at me
I'm disappearing
Everything that I am
Begins to dissolve into nothing
Swallowed into a hollow shell