Can't you see I'm barely holding on?
Why I never tried to feed in something more
Than black and white, the trench of soul
Before I'm lost in a daydream
I gave up everything to play my part in this, would it matter the effort?
Struggling with existence and now the season's up to move
Static, still hoping for a change
Seeking out what I've lost but broken thoughts are neverending
Burning out, still it shows that I'm locked
In this prison that I made for me
Can't you see I'm barely holding on?
Why I never tried to feed in something more
Than black and white, the trench of soul
Before I'm lost in a daydream
All these thoughts that can not seem to erase
And this feeling that it can not comprehend
I won't cave in into it, I've told myself
And now I got lost in a daydream
When my world is falling apart
I don't want you to spare me
Kill all the lights of my life cause
What doesn't kill me won't make me any stronger
What doesn't kill me will only make me suffer more
You can't bend me I'm already broken
And I am not interested to carry the weight of the world
And all that they're telling me are just all the obvious things
I already know, breath before you choke
And all that I'm hiding, the discomfort inside of me
As always grows and tears before it shows
What if I'm wrong and I belong
I'll never know, my vision's blurred