This mind is an echo chamber
The more it panics, the louder it rings
Collapsing under the weight of its thoughts
Nowhere to run to, ever after
Restitution will not ever be found
Buried under burden
Anchor dragging deeper
Stagnating slowly in this quicksand
The more you struggle the further you sink
Suffocating within
Thoughts not reality
Tile reflection
Logic degrading
Feedback loop now
Ringing endlessly
Numbness felt inward
Turned noxious outward
Consumed
By the, fog of
This internal
War
Release me
From this
Prison that I
Entrapped myself
In complacency
The dishonesty
Shed the contrition
Buried under burden
Anchor dragging deeper
Apathy numbs me, Please let me disconnect
Wallowing in self deprecation
Never fighting tooth and nail
Following complacency
Pleading for self-forgiveness
Acting as if the martyr
Whilst practicing against the commune
Adjacent to the present
Lives the shadow of a former self
Adjacent to the present
Lives the shadow of a former self
Disjointed
Disengaged
Repudiate
Dissociate