Sunny Disposition Video (MV)

I'm riding off my rails
In every single direction
They tell me it will pass
But mama I need a blessing
I'm lying to my friends
To feed my self validation
It seems I've misplaced the truth
It got lost in translation
That's alright
I've had a hell of a night
I think I'm ready to go
It's almost 2am
And nothing good happens then
The lights are on
But no one's home
I'll push everyone away
Like it's my newest obsession
They say I'm making mistakes
But I like to call it progression
Will someone ever understand me
Or will I lose all of control
That's alright
I've had a hell of a night
I think I'm ready to go
It's almost 2am
And nothing good happens then
The lights are on
But no one's home
I wish I would've known that
Cloudy days aren't a constant stay
All I ever wanted
Was a place to go escape
The sun may be gone
My skies are grey
All the clouds coming my way
But you should know
My disposition stays the same