GLEAM - Jester Lyrics

Turn to a ghost just to haunt you
Hide your face so I can't find you
Crush my heart I despise you
I can't be myself when I'm around you
Leave me in the snow
I can't feel at all
It don't make sense but I cut just to feel whole
Just a doll you control all of my bones
I let you sever all my limbs and eat my soul
I'm a jester treat me like a joke
I'm a jester let me play the role
Bow my head when you're sitting at the throne
Cut me up you can turn me to a ghost
Woah woah
I'm a jester treat me like a joke
I'm a jester let me play the role
I'll bow my head when you're sitting at the throne
I've been crying for hours I can't let go
You're on my mind so I never feel alone
Throw me down then you cut into the bone
Pick me up then you hang me from a rope
I wanna leave but you chained me by the throat
Because of you I hate myself
Because of you I cry for help
I'm paralyzed every time you come around
I've been working on myself turn it to nothing
You're in my brain and you carve it like a pumpkin
Rip my heart out and then I watch you crush it
I'm feeling sick but I'm never feeling nauseous
Locked out of my heart
Keep the key tucked I don't wanna start
You always argue like you wanna fall apart
Before you come around I cover up my scars
My heart
Is scarred
From you
Woah woah
Don't know how to act baby when you come around
I see your smile I can turn it to a frown
Always try my best but I don't fit in the crowd
Bells on my hat always making me stand out
I'm a jester treat me like a joke
I'm a jester let me play the role
Bow my head when you're sitting at the throne
Cut me up you can turn me to a ghost
Woah woah
I'm a jester treat me like a joke
I'm a jester let me play the role
I'll bow my head when you're sitting at the throne