"I'd rather not doctor, my wonderland is shattered. it's- dead to me"
Feel my chest tighten up like a corset
I thought you would help me, you only want to torment
Put me in the background, I'm not that important
I reach my hand out, I'm stuck inside a torrent
My life's so boring, I'm sinking to a new low
I've been tryna save myself, can't be a hero
My life needs substance, I'm clinging onto sorrow
This is my shit, you just like to borrow
I try my hardest everyday to see tomorrow
I wear these scars around my wrist like it's a bracelet
Welcome to my world, we could let decay hit
I live my life like I'm a puppet, I just fake it
-and then display it
I live my life in black and white, like your stockings
You can hide the key, hurry up, think someone's watching
I was in the photograph, then I saw you crop me
Is anybody listening? Why am I still talking?
I wear these scars around my wrist like it's a bracelet
Welcome to my world, we could let decay hit
I live my life like I'm a puppet, I just fake it
You rip my heart out my chest, and then display it
Every gear inside my body keeps on breaking
I feel like I'm clockwork, wind me up and play it
Why can't I surround myself in something else than hatred?
Why does life keep trying me? Don't think I can take it